Im Back

Yay.. 2012.. I took a massive break from blogging( actually i forgot i had a blog)..and i just noticed my last post was A YEAR AGO TOMORROW!!!!..yay..celebrate..lol  but..yes.. IM BACK!!!

well the main thing thats been on my heart the past year or so is JESUS( and no im not being cliche)..but seriously what is He thinking.. what is He feeling???? about me.. about you.. about how we are living.. about how we serve him... or dont?...
One thing he placed in my heart recently is that He is MORE than just our salvation, and my desire is to experience his FULLNESS....scratch that...to LIVE in his fullness. TO daily live up to everything he has called me to... NOT to just go through the motions of christianity..but to be glad that IM SAVED..and to live like it. To return back to his heart.. to drink deep of his love.. to forsake all other loves for his....
the last couple of days ive really felt like David in the bible when he said "My suffering was good for me, for it taught me to pay attention to your decrees."psalm 119:71

I look around sometimes and it breaks my heart when i witness how much we disregard the Lord and his word. We just take the parts of the word that meet our needs and make us feel better(and thats good occassionally), but i believe the Lord would love for us to dig deep!!.. not just to go to a service, or have our "quiet time", but to exhaust ourselves in pursuing him.

Again i say that "My suffering was good for me, for it taught me to pay attention to your decrees."psalm 119:71

All i want is Him